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君に届け

Stupidity

so i thought u were the one i could call and talk to so that i can feel  better. but it never works. how stupid i am to hv believed it helps. 

Best thing in life

Bath, I like. It's like renewing!

Spring Break Ends.

I should consider quitting Tapex.

My gpa sucks.

My life became all about work, tiredness, sleep and eat. I feel hollow. What if I will die next month.. All I could recall from my life is work...study...eat and sleep... my life's boring...and meaningless.
I wanted to grasp every minute in creating a fulfilling life.
Hm. came to the States. started my college life. found more and more stuff to focus on...
living alone, getting well with housemates.. getting well with friends.. paying bills by time.. worrying about money... finding a job... earning money.. working more... saving money.. using again.. sigh i feel like my life's getting more and more materialistic. and the conscientious place that i created long ago in my heart either for God or for sanity.. is diminishing day by day..

this is not the first day that i recognize all these.
it's been happening periodically
but
they all last less than 1 week.
this time.
i want to find my conscience back.
coz
life
at least for me
never just meant this.

Quitted Facebook.

m.. i think i like writing on my own more than stalking.





i'll make it nice later.

First.

i love original.